So i think i've drastically changed my plans for next semester. I think i'm going to move out of GSP, into an apartment/house and possibly take a semester off, or take a couple of classes at Johnson County. I plan to work full time instead, so that next summer i can go overseas for the summer. I'm not sure what i plan to do, but i realized it's time for me to do something. I feel trapped on this treadmill of what i'm expected to do. But it's my turn to do what i WANT to do, not what i feel like is socially expected of me. And for once i'm happy and excited. There is something to look forward to. So now i'm meeting with my advisor, looking at places to live, a possible roommate, a job... it's very up in the air, but i'm working on it. It's out of my control, but i feel like i'm doing what i am supposed to do. I will probably still do younglife, and it looks like Kanakuk won't happen next summer. However, if plans change and i end up there, that's good too! But it's awesome because two of my best friends will be overseas too, it would be awesome to see them! I may do missions work in Africa, or study abroad. I don't know, but i'm going to finally DO something... not just survive day to day. I finally feel like there is a drive and passion to my days...
"Commit your activities to the Lord and your plans will be achieved" Proverbs 16.3
And who am i to worry??!! it was never in my control anyway
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WOW Clara! That is exciting!!
I know you'll be keeping me updated, and I'm really excited to see where the Lord leads you. Pray constantly, and He will make it clear to you. He knows where you need to be. :)
I love you!! And I'll be praying for you and your decision for sure!
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